Monday, 7 November 2011

06.11.2011 - Weekend Worries

I was afraid of being disturb by something. My fever kept up and down in hours and I had bad dream everynight after Friday. I keep worrying if I accidentally disturb something that I do not wish to disturbed or contact with. I went to temple on Satuday and today, I went to another temple to seek someone called 'spritual monk' to screen if I have accidentally involved in something dirty. Fortunately I am clean just that body heat. I was asked to remain consuming the medicine prescribed by doctor and take good rest. I slept whole day today and when I woke up, I feel so fresh and full of energy. I prepared some food with my girl friend and then enjoying watching 2 DVDs before I end up on the bed now typing my blogs.

Life is so easy everyday. Yet we human intend to make it complicated and stressful. Although knowingly resting and sleeping is a best media to rest our mind and body, yet we still want to get something done and enjoying without considering how to make peace with our world and mind. Not to be bad but I really wish Mayan's predictio is real!.

05.11.2011 - Wasted Weekend

I have 2 holidays in this month. The first holiday is really sucks. What really makes me happy was the holiday falls on Monday which consecutively enjoying day off from Saturday to Monday. What really makes me pissed off was I fall sick from Friday onwards. I finished my work pretty early on Friday and I rushed to the Mengkuang Dam to burn my fat and get sweat. The weather seems undetermined lately which I believe a sign of the end of the world. It was sunny day on Friday and on evening, slight cloudy but quite clear to me for a short jog just to get sweat a bit. When I arrived, the weather seems to changed but it doesn't stop me from doing what I have planned. I took a slow jog at the beginning and discovered a mild rain starts. People whom I met regularly alerted me that it is going to rain but I still insist to finish the track. There are only 3 person I see including me running on the track, 2 of them ahead of me while I am the last person. I was tired. When I reach the end, I am the last person to return to the beginning of the track where I started. Weather turns dark for a sudden and the rain seems moving harder than before. I maintain my speed but something bothering me while I am on the way. I smell something good; perfume I mean when I was jogging. I dare not to turn my head behind since I am the last person on the track. I increase my speed and the smell gone awhile. After few seconds, I start to feel tired and my speeds deteriorate to the original once and again the perfume smell came again. I feel strange when I start to feel cold and the rain become slightly heavy. I keep praying in my heart and continue to increase my speed with an aim to reach my car immediately or at least to stood next to the person in front of me approx. 100 meters away. The smell goes away when there is a man running against my direction. I was wondering, with that kind of weather and brightness, what is he planning to do? Well, none of my damn business I guess. When I reach my car, my fears gone and I feel normal and tired. I took a ride back home and busying washing my car. That night, I took a warm vegetarian steamboat and then rest in the room. There is where my fever comes. I feel uneasy, tired, sleepy and flu for a sudden. I went to bed and fall to sleep just a minute. I had bad dream that night and woke up having fever. I hope this is due to over heated in my body and has nothing concern over some superstitious 'things'.