28.09.2010 - Full Meal

Hate being challenged. Today lunch is the most full meal I ever have before. I was having meal with my fellow colleagues and was challenged if I can have similar number of meal like he did. I started with Chee Cheong Fun; followed by Char Koay Teow and then Bak Kut Teh. It was so full that day and have to surrender rather than taking the challenge. Gosh.. I have to skip my dinner but again I was called for a drink and then dinner by my fellow colleagues. Full of meal today and will never eat that much again! So full until I cant breath!

26.09.2010 - ABC Soup

It being part of my family heritage that soup is a must in every meals we have. Most of us love to have soup in our meals. I was planning so long to make my own soup this weekend and I did it. It was late though to prepare to cook for the day since I woke up around 930pm. I was planning to cook something but looking at the time and things to do in the house, I decided to make something simple for lunch and also dinner. Soup is the best choice after. I rush out to the market to grab some basic ingredients such as potato, tomato, union, chicken drumstick, some black pepper seed, etc. Once I am back home, I begin cleaning everything and throw it in the bowl and boil it. It taste fantastic and love it so much!!

26.09.2010 - Project Failure

When it comes to weekend, I started to have lots of worries. I have to clean the house, check my email, write my reports and worst of all figuring out what to do through out these 2 days. Well, it is another boring weekend I assume. I have all my days writing my audit report and of course cleaning my house on Saturday. Just to keep myself occupied, I went for hiking at Tokun. I was in the plan to be there alone but, since I need to return someones stainless steel cookware; so I invited her to join me. She is a young cute little girl who seems to interested in me since a year back. I rejected her because of her age and of course discovering we are not suit to be together. What surprises me is she is now back looking after for reunion. She knew I am all alone at home, she never stops calling me and messaging me to make sure I am safe at home. Knowing that I love having soup, she asked her mom to boiled me a soup that day. I was at office that time but when I reached home I saw a pack place right beside my pillar with a small note from her. Very touching tough. So... as to pay bay what she have done, I boiled my favorite soup and share with her a small portion as thanking her for the soup she delivered it for me. Since we already meeting each other at Tokun, we both of us took the hike for the day. It is a nice hike but killing after days; muscle pain!. So a day after, I was again sitting in the dinning room trying hardly to finish my audit report and I manage to get it done by 5pm. I was in plan to go jogging but with the raining weather, it leaves me no choice but to sit at home thinking of something else. I was in the plan to make apple cake but after running through what I have in the house, it leave me no choice but to think of something else. I drop mom a call just to check out where is the vanilla placed but was told it is out of stock! Sister in the other hand, suggesting me to make apple pie since I have lots of apple in the fridge. So took me few minutes to search for the recipe. I finally found the most simple 1 but too lucky that was the silly recipe! It took me half an hour to get the dough done but the amount of ingredient prescribed in the recipe doesn't seems to work out. I stop my pie making and went off for dinner and then at the same time getting the remaining ingredient from the nearest shop. Once I am back home, I continue having my pie making process. And finally I got it done around 1230am. Pretty tiring but worth trying. Well not perfect but kind of tasty too just that the crunchy base is too thick that makes the whole thing looks ugly and taste like cookies than pie. Ah... what a day.

25.02.2010 - Healthy Result

I have being not well for the past few weeks and finally I am back to normal. J have being seeing the doctor for days until I realised I missed out my yearly blood test. Since I was on medication, I refuse to have my blood check until everything is back to normal. Last Saturday was great. I woke up fresh and fasting as I planned night before. I ran to the clinic and have my blood drawn for test. Days passes and I was eager to know the outcome. By right the result should be ready on Thursday as promised but was a day delayed. Anyway I was busy too on Thursday and only able to visit the doctor on Friday. Well I went to see the doctor on early Friday but to my surprise the result is yet ready. This makes me nervous. I waited whole days and called to the clinic just to make sure the result is ready. Yes it is ready. I demanded to talk to the doctor since I was busy in the office and unable to drop at the clinic. Goodness I am healthy according to the doctor. So glad that the nervous is over and my worries is gone. Sent via iPhone

16.9.2010 - Resurrection of Gastric

I hate taking too much of antibiotics. It cause my gastric pain severe. My whole day varnish like that! With pains and feeling uncomfortable. It is like bloating but no air seems to come out. Tried to rest and sleep but the pain is really conquering everything. Even my hand numb! Weather is so damn hot, I spend most of my time in the room with my air conditioner turn on most of the time. I tried to sit myself at the quiet living room but the heat in the house is really killing. I start to sweat and feels cold and sweat and cold.. I bet if I would to stay longer in the living room I might get back my fever. 1/2 day gone!

Spend my time checking my reports, sleeping and cooking. What else do you expect from a man in the house? I went out this morning bought a roasted pork bones for my porridge. Mom always cook that porridge for me when she is around. I tried to do it myself but the taste never be the same as mom. Well should it be same or not, it leaves me no choice but to get it finish by end of the day. I left half for my dinner and planned to make some other dishes to go along with the tasteless porridge. In the early evening, I boiled a vege and fish with a few slices of ginger and then the soup, I add on the concentrated chicken Knorr just for the taste. Not bad after all.

It was a very quiet day. I took an initiative to move out from the house. In fact I was in the plan earlier to go out for movie and then shopping. With the weather and my gastric condition, I rather stay at home. Well, I force myself out to grab something from the supermarket; like... biscuits, eggs, milk, vege, yogurt, etc. I really hate shopping alone. No one to talk to, to discuss, to give opinion, etc. It is so boring and meaningless. In less than 20 minutes, I am out but feeling too early to move back home, so I drop all these things in my car and shoot straight to SASA to grab my new perfume. I tried so many types of perfume (yes parfume not de toilette) but at the end of it, I still go back to DKNY apple. Aiya cost me another MYR255 for 100ml. I spend too much lately! How to stop spending and being happy? and not Lonely?

12.09.2010 - My Horrible Day

I have stopped writing for sometimes. My work is piling up and I have being busy travelling and getting my work done. I have lost all my quality times at home and putting to much on my work rather than resting and getting my mind ease. I felt sick for the past few days. It came in with hints but I choose to ignore it and pushing my limit to reach my maximum capacity. I am so tired, sleepy and feeling weak. I was having a tremendous gastric pain last week and took me days to recover. I know it was due to lack of rest! And then it follow by heavy fever, flu, cough and headache. I am now very very weak and high fever. Life isn't that tough; it is fragile if you dont look after them well. I am totally lost in the house, being too quiet, lonely and not well. I feel loneliness through these days but I am pulling up myself to face it day by day. No matter how, I will have to go through this in times to come. After a day being fever, I went to see doctor today and was told I've being infected with virus that causes me high fever and so on. I was asked to rest more than stop thinking anything else. I was counselled by her and notice I was actually in the early depression stage knowingly I am lonely, quiet and lost of path. I choose to take challenges to be alone and refuse companion from my friends. I feel lonely but I want to be let it be; and now I afraid of quietness. What I know most in my life is, work, eat, sleep and looking after someone. In other words, I am just fulling my time and responsibility. Doctor was surprise and tried to wake me up from it. i was given alot of stories and asked to read alot to gain more knowledge and filling up my time with something good from the book. I was told by the doctor that no doubt I look mature man but deep inside me, I am just a little boy. Someone that doesn't know where to go, how to handle my own life and a very shy person to take a step ahead. I feel great today although I am very sick. I know how to make up my life now and I would like to take a step ahead not having a negative projection of my life. I want to stop thinking of what is going to happen tomorrow and do what I have for the day. I will try!