Sometimes I cannot understand the devil inside her. We have being working for years and reason why we don't attached together as spouse until today is because we fight all the time and exchange temper when things goes wrong. I am her direct superior and we work side by side for years with full of anger and fights. Because of past historical trial of being together, she took the advantage to disrespect me and throw her temper to me when things turns wrong in office. I have warned her plenty times on differentiating between relationship and work but at the end things never been as i expected. I just wonder what is the best solution to make her awake of impossibility of us being together and how to draw lines that separate between work and past relationship. I am getting tired of making her understand this. Every fights now related to my current relationship with other person whom i think worth to be with. Every time I raised my voice when she disrespect me she will put all the blame on the other partner of mine because of jealousy. And now she is making the whole office personnel think how ugly I am when I raised my voice to her. It happen few days back when she raised her voice on me in public. We have cold war now and I choose to ignore her call or messages when she try to patch up. Hate that circle of situation. Again and again the same thing. Woman always have their own excuses and do wonders to make you look stupid and ugly. I just wish I found new career and go missing instantly from her life. Good for her good for me. I also wish that she sees thing broader and know reason why our relationship not developed in old day. I bet she don't until today.
Wednesday, 23 January 2013
Monday, 21 January 2013
21.01.2013 - Crazy Feeling
I hate having strange feeling. I visited 1 site for an audit and accidentally fall in love with someone that is way much younger than me. She is tall, thin and hot. She has the look that kills me. I can't stop myself from looking at her even I am so busy with my routine. I bet she knew about that. After days, I called her and thought of pursuing our relation to friendship rather than client and supplier. She accepted the offer and we went out once for tea. Nothing happen except deep inside me. My guts tells me to pull out and not to get involved in another relationship because it sucks. I no longer seeing her but from time to time, I still miss her and wish to have her hug and kisses. I have deleted her mobile number and all ways that possible to reach her. And yes, she told me she is attached after seeing my mobile phone photos posted in the Watapps application; which is my nephew's picture. Thanks... works well to chase someone away than spoiling my entire life. Woman ain't worth to be loved and missed.
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