Monday, 22 August 2011

22.08.2011 - Ring for a Wed'ding'?

I was so excited for my Singapore trip last 2 weeks ago. one; to meet my mom and Lucas and twp; to prepare myself for my wedding. I bought 2 diamond rings; a proposal ring with the hope I able to get thing settle down this time. No doubt it is expensive yet it is worth for something that is important to me. That will be my mom and my future wife. Hahahaha.... Mom was glad and happy but refuse to accept the gift since it is too costly. Unless sister willing to share, then she don't mind. Sister then decided to share with me for mom's portion. Well, this is my very first time buying a diamond ring; it makes me feel so happy and proud. What really makes me feel weird now is, I keep asking if she is the one? We had an argument for days and it is partly because of her attitude that have yet to change. That makes me worry more if she is the one I should marry with. I just wish God will be there to answer me because He knows my path of life and what my future is.

Monday, 8 August 2011

06.08.2011 - Disturbance continues...

.....as my days goes, I start to realized that being
Attractive is not what I choose to be and not really to be proud off. I was told by many friends and colleagues that I am good looking and kind of quiet and proud person. Sometimes I doesn't look friendly and a little fierce. I tried to be nice person at all time and noticed being too good will leads to many problem especially to hose who really admires you. As I blogged yesterday this lady is extremely crazy over me. I am not sure what have I done that makes her misunderstood. I told her many times that we are just friend and have no other means. Unfortunately she did not even give up until now crazy over me even after she got married. Despite people talking bad at her and said she is so ugly I put things aside treating her as an ordinary friend which no one ever think off doing so. As time passed she got married suddenly and we lost contact for years. after tremendous years she is back with unexpected attack. Initially I add her in my Facebook without realizing it. She uses different account. Every single comment I posted or involve in I was brutally attacked by her. I was wondering who would do that? I have no enemy and I left no one behind so far. Until I almost giving us before blocking her in my FB she finally reveal her profile that she is that ugly girl. I was surprised that she said she still love me and not willing to let any girl to get near me. If she filed to have me she won't let any one to have me. Yes even she is married. She attacks not only me but to all girls in my list and worst of all my girl friend. She is really a pain in the ass. That creates another big problem to me.

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Friday, 5 August 2011

05.08.2011 - Unexpected Disturbance

It has being days receiving messages through Facebook from a friend known as Yuencc. She is an ugly and weird kind of person whom I got to know few years back when I drop by the place where she work for lunch. It was a huge food court located right behind my old office. Initially I thought she was a nice lady but ugly. Men around that area was talking shit about her looks while woman are condemning her looks. Seriously she is an ugly bitch but I don't think she deserved to be ignored and abandon by friend or people at her surrounding just because she is ugly! I took a step to know her and talk to her most of the time with hope that she is aware that there are still people willing to make friend with her. We are close to each other and even meet up during weekend for jogging and breakfast but of course as friend status. Sorry to say this if you ask me to marry her I rather be single the entire life. That's the fact. Time pass pretty fast and one day she told me she in love with me. I rejected her politely with a reason I m not in the thought of having a partner now. Despite knowing so she still not giving up and keep bugging me and taking advantage on me by flirting with me and offer me sex! Yes I rejected too. Swear to God I reject it! After weeks I was told that she is getting marry the next day. I was shocked at that time not because of loosing a friend or someone but for what she offered to be my partner and also sex. Sound scary! I tried to SMS her asking how she is and why for a sudden she is getting married? She answered sorry! Weird! So years passed. Lately she returns with lots of miserable revenge which I don't know why or reason of doing it. She attacks me saying that she love and miss me still and she is very disappointed over my rejection on her offers. .....


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