I have been away from my post for almost a year. I love writing but time does not permit. With tonnes of work and fully attached (Girl Friend) it is hard to have my own sweet time to do what I want. I look at alot of aspect thinking of how to get things spice up my personal life and time but sometimes, it doesn't works as what we want. I spend most of my time with work and then back home probably late evening. Usually she will be around with me until midnight, and of course I have to send her back.
Well, 18.05.2012 was the day I tied the knob. A lot of my friends and relatives were kind of surprise that I am getting married. Me too.. I am surprised myself. I am a kind of person who love to be alone. Well, no one wants to be alone but with the years I've been through, I guess I am mature enough to take it and live with it. In fact I am so used to it and realised the beauty of being alone.
Just that mom is kind of worried over me alone here as no one will look after me; you know mom... who never threat their children adult. Worst is, she gets me a partner (I mean my GF) before she took off to Singapore looking after my sister's son. Pretty cool mom! Well I guess it is time for me to build up my own family too at this age. But getting to know someone right is very tough. The one mom intro, she is not really perfect but almost.
We fight and laugh for almost 2 years and finally decided to get it over into a family. The arrangement is a mess. Nevertheless, I got it over too just that the feel of being mad is still there sometimes. Long story if I want to throw it out. What people love to know is, we are now husband and wife. That is the best 'the end' that everyone wants to know; similarly to fairy tales. :)
So when the day comes, seriously I keep wondering if this is what I really wants. Am not sure if this is a normal feeling that everyone has before their marriage. To me it is damn scary. It is like someone is going to invade my life and my privacy. Well, it is too late to decide now. We went to the nearest marriage centre somewhere in Bukit Mertajam to get it done officially. I was expecting for a grant ceremony, unfortunately it wasn't. There are approx 20 couples getting married that time and all of the marriage was done simultaneously. Be honest I don't even know what the hell is happening since the reading vow was done in Chinese while I am totally English educated. What I can understand is, you may kiss your bride, wear rings and sign the paper. Kind of FxxK up. Well who cares!
So the night goes and both of us are officially declared married carrying the title Mr & Mrs. I am no longer single BUT married which is so tough to accept it. Nothing can change now.
19.05.2012 was our Chinese ceremony marriage day. I was asked to pick up the bride at her home and bring her back home. Mine, I have simplified it. Everyone was asking 'huh... you didn't follow'? who cares... It is me... I do the way I want not what not others. In the evening, I held a dinner of 4 tables for close relatives and close friends. I bet most of my relatives will be cursing me for not inviting them but who cares, it is my choice to call or not. It is a damn tiring moment. Seriously I don't know why I would choose to make this so complicated. life... huh..
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