1 months back

Took my mom to Mount Miriam for regular check up. CT Scan conducted and result was unacceptable. The cell initially found in her lung is no longer exist, but found a suspected metastasis cell approx. 2cm - in liver. My GOD! What is happening? why ? how can? Doc further did a physical check on her breast and again found something on her right breast. Again another suspect. I thought everything will be fine but somehow good things never being on my side. What else? i am expecting for something worst after this. I ask him whats next????

Ya got scolded by him ... forbeing so negative. hahahaha... so.. he demand for a mamogram test a day after and then another CT scan a month later. U can imagine how am i going to go thru these 1 month.

Anyhow this is life, I have to be strong to go thru this. Took her to the hospital again for mamogram and confirmed that the breast 'thing' .... is okay. nothing to worry. But liver... 1 month to go.

Should i pray? or just face the truth? i have being praying so hard but the end... nothing goood is on my side.... imagine!!!